i will be perfect

I've had a roller coaster life for the past 3 years. There has been so many ups and downs, different feelings and emotions and a countless number of times that ive been angry towards my family. They never seem to go away because i don't feel perfect. i need to get back to me, my happy, beautiful, skinny, perfect, me. finger crossed. GO ME! CW: 146. GW: 110. (approx) Last Year Weigh: 110-114.

April 11, 2012 10:44 pm

I do feel gross and this morning I felt some what okay, thank gosh I didn’t binge on carbs or frozen yogurt! At least it was fruit but too much sugar :(
I’m so gross 😭

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